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Do i really matter?
Or am i just another person?
Someone to hangout and have fun

Is my presence really felt?
Or am i just a shadow?
Putting up a show

Will I really be missed?
Or am i just a lost heart?
Whose absence will create a new start....

Love has taught me

Love has taught me to be alone
Love has made me stronger
Love has made me mend a heart torn
Love has taught me to wait no longer

Love is not what i thought it was
Love is not always a smile
Love is not following natures laws
Love is always away a mile

Love has taught me to be alone
Love has made me stronger
Love has made me not hope for a spark
Love has taught me to wait no longer

Love is not always a call away
Love is not always true
Love is not what they say
Love is always to hurt you

why do i still love?
why do i still hold on to a hope?
Why do i still believe?
One day love will turn my world around...

You say you understand

You say you understand
And you close the door behind
Bare walls is all I find
As the clock ticks
The emptiness grows
I have nowhere to go
With every passing day
I think I like the silence
I have got used to your absence
The walls no longer haunt
Time stops for me
I can be myself with no one to see
As you walk away
It’s a beginning of a new day
With the doors closed
Loneliness creeps in for company
Shadows begin entertaining me
I no longer need your hand
Yet you say you understand….

See through my eyes...

See through my eye
Everything real is a lie
I can see a tear in a smile
I can feel the fear from a mile

See through my eye
Everything has a hidden cry
I can see the truth hidden deep
I can feel the shadows creep

See through my eye
Everything is to die
I can see your life fade away
I can feel the end of a day

See through my eye
Everything will pass by
I can see the buried remains
I can feel the unspoken pain

See through my eye
You will know I don’t lie…

My world..

My world…
My world is small
My world is lonely
I can hear happy sounds drifting by
I can only imagine

My world is dark
My world is cold
I can see some light through the gaps
I can only dream

My world is different
My world is a sad
I can feel love at a distance
I can only wish

I can only wish
My world was happy
My world had a day
I could take a step closer
I could feel all the joy

I can only wish
My world was like yours
My world had lot of smiles
I could hold your hand
I could find someone who cares

I can only wish
My world you find
My world you save
I could just see life
I could for once feel alive….

Another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The sky so clear, the sun so bright
I lay in my bed hoping to disappear in the light
Wishing life was not such a fight
I look around for answers right
In my search another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The birds sing the flowers sway
I close my eyes hoping the moment would stay
Wishing all the darkness would fade away
I drift in pain through most of my day
In my journey another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The smiling faces all stand by
I wonder how long they can hide the lie
Wishing I could hold on and not cry
I pray in silence let me die
As another day has just begun…

Thank you for letting me go

You let me walk away
You let me be on my own
You gave me the space I needed
Even though your heart you was torn
You let me go that day

You cared enough to watch me leave
You loved enough to listen to my heart
You gave me the courage to start alone
Even though forever we would be apart
You promised in me you would always believe

You wanted me to chase my desires
You taught me to hear my voice
You wanted me be free
Even though you had a choice
You smiled with a tear...
As I left you behind just to climb higher…