Good bye

You did hold on

You even smiled along

I know you will fight till I say so

Do I really have to let go

Doubt I can ask for more

I will be strong, that’s what I vowed

I am scared to say that out loud

Wanting more of you can’t be a crime

One more day a little more time

Is that too selfish of me

But it is a genuine plea

I am not ready for our story to end

I am not ready to lose my best friend

I know you want me say my good bye

I do it even though I am afraid

I watch the light in your eyes fade

I tell you I will be alright

I promise I will face the night

I can hear the silence in your breath

I see your gentle smile as you embrace death

Tanvee

When I read

When I read an obituary
I wonder how it might be
When it ill all be over for me
Will I really be free?

Will I disappear in thin air
Will I be soul that doesn't care
Will there be no more stress
Will I not feel like a mess

Will I miss my life here
Will I still told the same fear
Will I still want some quiet
Will I not always be on a diet

When I read an obituary
I wonder what might be
When I am no longer around
Will I find happiness I never found?

Tanvee