I found it the hard way

I found it the hard way
It's always a lonely day
You will have company
Someone to watch a movie
But it will always be a dark night

I found it the hard way
It's going to fade away
You will have a family
But your heart will still want to be free

I found it the hard way
Even as they say
Every smile will remind you
That love can not always be true.

On my own...

First steps on my own
I'm ok being alone
My decision to walk away
My life to seize the day

First love left behind
I'm ok in mind
My hear breaks
My soul aches

First look away
I'm ok to say
My pain will go
My love will grow..

Change..

I have changed
I know you find it strange
But you need to let go
You need to know
I want to be on my own
I don't want to feel so torn

I want to have a say
I know you feel I have moved away
But you need to understand me
You need to see
I want dreams that I can call mine
I want my own light to shine

I wish for something more
I know it's behind locked doors
But you need to open your eyes
You need to break all ties
I want to live with no fear
I want to shed no tear