I wish I could start all over again
I want to stop feeling the pain
No one understands me
No one my fear can see
I try and talk to those who say they love me
I try and explain I feel so cramped I want to be free
But no one listens to what I have to say
They only advise me to change my way
I cry when the lights are out
My mind in fear and in doubt
With no one to turn to
No answers of what to do
Hiding behind closed doors
Lying of the cold floor
The blade cuts through
To a feeling which is not so new
As the wound becomes deeper
I move a step closer
To a world unknown
To life not so torn
I can see the blood seep
I can hear my heart weep
But I know I have to be strong
I know this won't take long
One last time I take a look around
One last time I can feel my feet on the ground
One last time I can hear my sobs
One last time….
