See through my eyes...

See through my eye
Everything real is a lie
I can see a tear in a smile
I can feel the fear from a mile

See through my eye
Everything has a hidden cry
I can see the truth hidden deep
I can feel the shadows creep

See through my eye
Everything is to die
I can see your life fade away
I can feel the end of a day

See through my eye
Everything will pass by
I can see the buried remains
I can feel the unspoken pain

See through my eye
You will know I don’t lie…

My world..

My world…
My world is small
My world is lonely
I can hear happy sounds drifting by
I can only imagine

My world is dark
My world is cold
I can see some light through the gaps
I can only dream

My world is different
My world is a sad
I can feel love at a distance
I can only wish

I can only wish
My world was happy
My world had a day
I could take a step closer
I could feel all the joy

I can only wish
My world was like yours
My world had lot of smiles
I could hold your hand
I could find someone who cares

I can only wish
My world you find
My world you save
I could just see life
I could for once feel alive….

Another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The sky so clear, the sun so bright
I lay in my bed hoping to disappear in the light
Wishing life was not such a fight
I look around for answers right
In my search another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The birds sing the flowers sway
I close my eyes hoping the moment would stay
Wishing all the darkness would fade away
I drift in pain through most of my day
In my journey another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The smiling faces all stand by
I wonder how long they can hide the lie
Wishing I could hold on and not cry
I pray in silence let me die
As another day has just begun…

Thank you for letting me go

You let me walk away
You let me be on my own
You gave me the space I needed
Even though your heart you was torn
You let me go that day

You cared enough to watch me leave
You loved enough to listen to my heart
You gave me the courage to start alone
Even though forever we would be apart
You promised in me you would always believe

You wanted me to chase my desires
You taught me to hear my voice
You wanted me be free
Even though you had a choice
You smiled with a tear...
As I left you behind just to climb higher…

What is it that we have?

What is it that we have?
Is it love or is it hate?
Is it just addiction?
That has kept us together?

Every time you look at me
I can see the rage in your eyes
Every time you speak to me
I can hear words of anger
Yet we can’t part ways

What is it that we have?
Is it love or is it hate?
Is it just addiction?
That has kept us together?

You want to be on your own
I can feel you slip away
You want me to give you space
I feel I no longer know you
Though you are always around

What is it that we have?
Is it love or is it hate?
Is it just addiction?
That has kept us together?

Your never seem to agree
I don’t know what to do
You never want to change
I tried but it’s hard for me too
Even as we struggle to be happy

What is it that we have?
Is it love or is it hate?
Is it just addiction?
That has kept us together?

Is it really me???

My life doesn’t seem mine
Thousands of voices speak
Making me weak
Telling me what to do
Telling me who to be
I wish I could draw the line

Their thoughts are my guide
I live for them
With no one but me to blame
Believing their words to be mine
Believing my life to be theirs
I wish from all this I could hide

I have no love of my own
Nothing that belongs to me
Not even my soul
Fearing the words I speak
Fearing the steps I take
As I live in a world unknown

I tread along barren land
With no want or hope
With a blind conscious
My confidence has disappeared
My smile has faded
As I continue to be dragged by some unknown hand

End of a new beginning

I could feel your heart
Its rhythm aligned with mine
I could picture your face
With a little of my trace

You made me feel complete
You gave me a reason to live
I spent my days waiting to hold you
Waiting for my dreams to come true

Your were my sunshine
You were my
You were the one who had given me the courage
To take-up this new voyage

For months I prayed for your safety
For months I thanked god
I imagined our time together
Filling my heart with pleasure

Then came the time
When you would see the world with me
With every clock tick
My heart began to panic

I could feel something wrong
You weren’t being your self
Your soul seemed to have gone
Leaving behind a dark dawn

You lay in my arms
Wrapped in love
Your face was perfect, your fingers so small
I held on to you hoping for a miracle
Hoping you would smile back at me
Hoping I would hear your crying
But somewhere in my heart I knew this was the end of a new beginning