Nothing i can do

Where did all those years go?
Nothing seems the way it was
Its a feeling that i don't know
Deep inside i can feel the loss

You say things are fine
You feel the same
But i can no longer say you are mine
All i know is your name

Your smile is fake
Your words not true
I can see us break
But nothing i can do..

????

Do i really matter?
Or am i just another person?
Someone to hangout and have fun

Is my presence really felt?
Or am i just a shadow?
Putting up a show

Will I really be missed?
Or am i just a lost heart?
Whose absence will create a new start....

Love has taught me

Love has taught me to be alone
Love has made me stronger
Love has made me mend a heart torn
Love has taught me to wait no longer

Love is not what i thought it was
Love is not always a smile
Love is not following natures laws
Love is always away a mile

Love has taught me to be alone
Love has made me stronger
Love has made me not hope for a spark
Love has taught me to wait no longer

Love is not always a call away
Love is not always true
Love is not what they say
Love is always to hurt you

why do i still love?
why do i still hold on to a hope?
Why do i still believe?
One day love will turn my world around...

You say you understand

You say you understand
And you close the door behind
Bare walls is all I find
As the clock ticks
The emptiness grows
I have nowhere to go
With every passing day
I think I like the silence
I have got used to your absence
The walls no longer haunt
Time stops for me
I can be myself with no one to see
As you walk away
It’s a beginning of a new day
With the doors closed
Loneliness creeps in for company
Shadows begin entertaining me
I no longer need your hand
Yet you say you understand….

See through my eyes...

See through my eye
Everything real is a lie
I can see a tear in a smile
I can feel the fear from a mile

See through my eye
Everything has a hidden cry
I can see the truth hidden deep
I can feel the shadows creep

See through my eye
Everything is to die
I can see your life fade away
I can feel the end of a day

See through my eye
Everything will pass by
I can see the buried remains
I can feel the unspoken pain

See through my eye
You will know I don’t lie…

My world..

My world…
My world is small
My world is lonely
I can hear happy sounds drifting by
I can only imagine

My world is dark
My world is cold
I can see some light through the gaps
I can only dream

My world is different
My world is a sad
I can feel love at a distance
I can only wish

I can only wish
My world was happy
My world had a day
I could take a step closer
I could feel all the joy

I can only wish
My world was like yours
My world had lot of smiles
I could hold your hand
I could find someone who cares

I can only wish
My world you find
My world you save
I could just see life
I could for once feel alive….

Another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The sky so clear, the sun so bright
I lay in my bed hoping to disappear in the light
Wishing life was not such a fight
I look around for answers right
In my search another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The birds sing the flowers sway
I close my eyes hoping the moment would stay
Wishing all the darkness would fade away
I drift in pain through most of my day
In my journey another day has just begun

Another day has just begun
The smiling faces all stand by
I wonder how long they can hide the lie
Wishing I could hold on and not cry
I pray in silence let me die
As another day has just begun…