Memories lost

My mind drifts to my past
Something I have tried to figure out for so long
I seem to have a vague image
With memories so blur
And faces so strange
I feel like a bird locked up in a cage

As I look at people walk past me
I search through the crowd
Searching for path
To take me back to my start

I pray real hard to take me back
Back to a life that I knew
Back to the place where I belong
Even if it was a broken song

As the rain pours down
I feel so helpless
My tears drown in drops of heaven
I move around my walk so aimless

In darkness as I search for the a way
A light guides me out to the day
Leaves me behind with a happy thought
To be thankful for the new life I have got

You moved on..

Life came to a sudden stop
When I heard you had moved on
Just yesterday you were there
And now you are gone

Your face looks calm
You look so much at peace
Even at this hour
I’m enchanted by your charm

I can’t let go of you
I don’t understand
How you could survive
Without holding my hand

I wish you could explain
I wish we could reason
I wish I could ask
Why you left me behind in pain

Without a word
You seem to have closed the doors to the world
In darkness I sit
Waiting for an answer
Waiting for a response

They are taking you away from me
No argument from you I see
This not what you promised
This is not what we wished.

The rays of the sun peep through my window
I smile at the thought of a new beginning
The sky seems clear the flowers look bright
It’s a new day a new start a new life

I'm glad yesterday passed by
I'm glad I could survive the dark clouds
I feel like a survivor
I feel a lot stronger

I have faith in myself
I have hope that never fades
I walk away from my past
This is how I move on to happiness that always lasts.

A friend in me one day you will see ..

When I look into your eyes
I can see the anger
Your heart full of hatred
I can feel your regret
I can hear your cries

You say you love me
but that is not what i see
I can sense the fear
A fear of me being near

Every minute we spend together
Every voice that comes from within
Seems to push me away
Feels like i will loose you forever

I want you to know
I will always be there
Waiting for you to call
Holding you when you fall
I want you to know I really do care

You may have lost your trust in me
You may have moved a million steps away
But I will always love you come what may
And hope a friend in me you will one day see.

There are days when the sun don’t shine
There are days when the flowers don’t bloom
These are the days when I gloom
These are days when you no longer were mine

Every moment I spend alone
Every step I take away from you
Every time I try to start new
I feel life within me has gone

The nights seem long
The moon doesn’t show
My heart doesn’t want to let go
You leave me behind not so strong

Every moment I spend alone
Every breath I take in loneliness
I live in darkness
Even though my happiness is long gone

My walking stick

You are a constant support
Standing by me
Guiding my steps
You are my walking stick in drapes.

With you around
I feel very secure and sound
Making it easier to move ahead
You are my walking stick, after all is said.

I love the way u always walk with me
You take away my pains
Cause I know you won’t let me fall
You are my walking stick, standing tall

We walk hand in hand
We always by each other stand
No matter where, no matter what
All battles together we have fought
And you are the best walking stick I have ever got.

I wake each morning
Looking forward to the day
I wonder what life would unfold
A surprise on its way

I walk past the memories
I smile at their thought
Silently wishing things always remain the same
And thanking god for the life I have got

Everyday is a new beginning
To a joy of love
To a feeling of being
To a number of blessing sent from above :)