When you are gone

I feel so lost
I feel so alone
I feel like I have no where to go
I feel like I have no one to talk

I wish all this would end
I wish I didn’t need so much to depend
I wish I could be on my own
I wish my heart didn’t feel so torn

Life has played a game on me
Given me what I always wanted
With a dark lining that I never did see
Its mocked at me and left a soul forever haunted

I sit here waiting for someone to listen
I sit here hoping for someone to understand
I search for an answer to my problems
I search for peace within myself

All this with a hope that’s fading away
With love that I can no longer feel
With dreams that no longer seem as real
With a life that no longer seems alive