Memories lost

My mind drifts to my past
Something I have tried to figure out for so long
I seem to have a vague image
With memories so blur
And faces so strange
I feel like a bird locked up in a cage

As I look at people walk past me
I search through the crowd
Searching for path
To take me back to my start

I pray real hard to take me back
Back to a life that I knew
Back to the place where I belong
Even if it was a broken song

As the rain pours down
I feel so helpless
My tears drown in drops of heaven
I move around my walk so aimless

In darkness as I search for the a way
A light guides me out to the day
Leaves me behind with a happy thought
To be thankful for the new life I have got

You moved on..

Life came to a sudden stop
When I heard you had moved on
Just yesterday you were there
And now you are gone

Your face looks calm
You look so much at peace
Even at this hour
I’m enchanted by your charm

I can’t let go of you
I don’t understand
How you could survive
Without holding my hand

I wish you could explain
I wish we could reason
I wish I could ask
Why you left me behind in pain

Without a word
You seem to have closed the doors to the world
In darkness I sit
Waiting for an answer
Waiting for a response

They are taking you away from me
No argument from you I see
This not what you promised
This is not what we wished.

The rays of the sun peep through my window
I smile at the thought of a new beginning
The sky seems clear the flowers look bright
It’s a new day a new start a new life

I'm glad yesterday passed by
I'm glad I could survive the dark clouds
I feel like a survivor
I feel a lot stronger

I have faith in myself
I have hope that never fades
I walk away from my past
This is how I move on to happiness that always lasts.