End of a new beginning

I could feel your heart
Its rhythm aligned with mine
I could picture your face
With a little of my trace

You made me feel complete
You gave me a reason to live
I spent my days waiting to hold you
Waiting for my dreams to come true

Your were my sunshine
You were my
You were the one who had given me the courage
To take-up this new voyage

For months I prayed for your safety
For months I thanked god
I imagined our time together
Filling my heart with pleasure

Then came the time
When you would see the world with me
With every clock tick
My heart began to panic

I could feel something wrong
You weren’t being your self
Your soul seemed to have gone
Leaving behind a dark dawn

You lay in my arms
Wrapped in love
Your face was perfect, your fingers so small
I held on to you hoping for a miracle
Hoping you would smile back at me
Hoping I would hear your crying
But somewhere in my heart I knew this was the end of a new beginning

Paint it black

Paint it black
Don’t let the pain show
Hide the drifts
Don’t let them grow

Paint it black
The color of hate
Holding together a relation
By luck and fate

Paint it black
Coz my heart feels cold
Caressing loneliness
Which with time unfolds

Paint it black
Our pictures together
Reminding of time
Which I will regret forever

Paint it black
Nothing else you can do
You hid you cheated
Its only anger I feel for you

Paint it black
Cover what remains
I don’t want memories
Lingering around causing pain

Paint it black
Coz those days were dark
They captured my soul
Leaving behind a life without a spark

Paint it black
Leave it that way
Hiding all my sorrows
Burying my rainy days