Nothing i can do

Where did all those years go?
Nothing seems the way it was
Its a feeling that i don't know
Deep inside i can feel the loss

You say things are fine
You feel the same
But i can no longer say you are mine
All i know is your name

Your smile is fake
Your words not true
I can see us break
But nothing i can do..

????

Do i really matter?
Or am i just another person?
Someone to hangout and have fun

Is my presence really felt?
Or am i just a shadow?
Putting up a show

Will I really be missed?
Or am i just a lost heart?
Whose absence will create a new start....

Love has taught me

Love has taught me to be alone
Love has made me stronger
Love has made me mend a heart torn
Love has taught me to wait no longer

Love is not what i thought it was
Love is not always a smile
Love is not following natures laws
Love is always away a mile

Love has taught me to be alone
Love has made me stronger
Love has made me not hope for a spark
Love has taught me to wait no longer

Love is not always a call away
Love is not always true
Love is not what they say
Love is always to hurt you

why do i still love?
why do i still hold on to a hope?
Why do i still believe?
One day love will turn my world around...